Saturday, July 01, 2006
so many things have changed but i can't pinpoint what the changes are. good or bad? i don't know. amidst the changes, i'm really lost. sometimes it feels pretty lonely even though there are many people around. anyway, today has been a rather happy day :) haven't felt this happy for quite some time already. watched Just My Luck when actually we wanted to watch Havoc. but oh well, it was light-hearted and cuteee :) i enjoyed it. and maybe i'm itching to watch horror movies.
disconnected and further away from your world. maybe i'll never ever get back there. sometimes things happen for no apparent reason and you can't do anything about it besides thinking about it. which is really pathetic. and then when i see you, it feels like we're strangers. but just for that split moment before i change my mind as we start talking like the usual. and so, i'm left puzzled.
and as much as i love my class, i'm not very close to them. something just doesn't fit. maybe it's me. sigh.
love you like a sister;
3:14 am
